The Beginning

Everyone comes to a point in their life where they feel that life is unfair and are unsure where to go to next, a future of uncertainty and a past of regret. The future is uncertain for everyone, but the future is what you make of it when you lay the foundations of today. I am tired of being insecure, uncertain, and little to no self-confidence in areas of my life. Now, no-one can just say "I will be different" and be different, a person will actually have to work to garner a bit more out of life. At this stage in life I am 27, living on my own, paying my bills, and trying to be a better person with the hope of seeing and experiencing more from life. Please, I hope I am not misleading or weaving in and out to much but I want no "pity" or "understanding". What I want is your attention if it is even only occasionally because I need to move forward and I will say how on this blog. I propose to myself a challenge, no not a challenge I always hate challenges, I guess that I will instead request from myself knowledge.

Part 1 of this revamped blog deals with my like and interest in music, eclectic taste that it is (you will see no country, if unless by proxy). I will every week or so go to a store and buy a physical cd, I will try to stay away from big chains (Best Buy and/Target) and instead go to places like Wicked Disks or even the Exchange. I will listen through the disk and critique the album through thoughts, feelings, and emotions which will be shared via blogger. Everyone has the right to tell me I am wrong but please just read it for what it is, my voice on the matter.

Part 2 of this blog will constitute dinner, and yes I am serious, I will prepare a dish I have never had with the equipment I have available. I am extremely disheartened with myself in that I thought moving out on my own I will eat better but as anyone can tell you that is never the case. I will use a recipe from a blog or website, list the website and make the dish. I will give thoughts on the dish, tastes and whatnot, and also if I would ever make it again.

This is what I have requested of myself and I hope I follow through. The first cd has been purchased and I will give my thoughts on it soon.

Nathan